Your problem is you don't understand what the word means. People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything your holding back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, then they leave. And thank God for it. Your problem is, you just can't let this one go. His purpose was to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light could get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you had to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master and beat it. This was his job, and he did great, but now it's over. Problem is, you can't accept that this relationship had a real short shelf life. You're like a dog at the dump, you're just lickin' at an empty tin can , trying to get more nutrition out of it. And if you're not careful, that can's gonna get stuck to your snot forever and make your life miserable. So drop it.
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ReplyDeleteWhere did you copy this from! I think its a little bit of crap because I think you are with your soul mate forever... at least I know I am with mine, but if you believe he is your soul mate then, yes, LET HIM GO!!! I am not sure why you are torturing yourself, but as your sister/best friend, it seriously upsets me to see it! You know its wrong when you hide it from people... and you do! I love you and only want the best for you.